hey hey! im finally back. today i went weightlifting @ the hospital! it kinda sucked, but me and stacie will make it really fun i think!  im so excited to go swimming sometime this week!

wow today was a whirlwind. i can't believe that megan died... its so unreal.  i didn't even know her, but i still feel really sad.  today in golf we all hit a ball in the lake for megan and it really hit me then.  she was only a junior, no one deserves that.  i hate the fact that drinking was a part in her death.  who knows if that made a difference, but  you never know.  today all the juniors were so depressed, it scared me because all the upper classmen are always there and confident and that s just not who they are.  its so weird because less than a week ago i was golfing next to her in the balcony.  it reminds me how fast life can change and that im not  neccessarily here on earth for a long time.  i feel like that i want to start really living my life to the fullest because i may never know when it ends.  i hope that out of her death comes one good thing, that people learn that drinking on the weekends is not neccessarily all its cracked up to be.  i just want this week to end so i can stop feeling so crappy and guilty everytime i have fun or smile at school.  i'm not trying to insult people or her memory, but my life has to go on to you know, but its really hard.  i hope that she is forever in peace and that her family is doing okay.  but i g2g keep her in your prayers

yeah today i got my wart removed and that was pretty much the low point of my day.  it hurt like hell!!!! sorry for complaining so much today, but it was possibly the most traumatic physical experience of my young life, apart from running a mile w/ my sister last night.  that was definitely a mistake!  im so excited for this weekend tho, and afterwards,  volleyball is over for a while and we finally get a break!  i took my golf pics today and i almost got stuck underneath the bag i took it under, but thankfully i made it out alive!  lol!  today was a pretty good day over all tho and megan, by the way, i told you that you could have my chips and juice!  I'm getting too good at lying for you!!!! lol